CHRISTMAS IS COMING(^O^)!!!

Agak flash back sedikit…tgl 1 des kemarin, walaupun bdn dah kaya mau patah sambil teriak “laying…sleeping!!anything but rest!!” gara-gara lat bergoyang (dance –red) buat JUSTITIADE yg agak ‘kejar tayang’…tp ajaib! Pas nyampe rumah, gw masih semangat ngangkat-ngangkat kardus, ngeluarin tu batang2,daun2,hiasan2 and other stuff…dilanjutkan dengan memasang daun2 itu pada batang2nya, masang lampu, ngegantung-gantung hiasan, ALL BY MYSELF, and…wolaa!! There’s a Christmas tree in my house! Uhuh, that’s what I call a Christmas spirit fellas! hehe…tidak lupa dengan diiringi Christmas song, dan ditemani nyokap yg selalu dpt jatah masang2 dekor Christmas yang lain…I love those moment(^^,)!Well, I do admit that my Christmas day doesn’t feel the same anymore like other past years. Ya yaa…you’re grown up von=)…

Masa-masa TK,SD,SMP,christmas gw sangat menyenangkan dan indahlaa *hoho*. Tp 3 thn sekolah di SMA negri agak kejam,dmn klo bln desember tu gk ada yg namanya libur natal selain tgl 24-25! Hmm…As I remember,*I don’t want to say it like this but..* those 3 years was the worst Christmas I’ve ever had. (gw harap si gk ada yg lebih buruk lagi buat kedpnnya,hmm…is that possible?) mulai dari yang namanya sakit tifus pas christmas’eve, stress ulangan blok, ampe stress ngurusin acara sekolah dan embel2nya (ms.agnasta,ever heard bout this??hehe)…

But someday, lagi2 dlm perjalanan pulang kuliah ,nykp masang satu radio berinisial HL dgn gelombang 100,6 *haha*, yg pd saat itu sedang ngebahas “what do you expect from Christmas??”. Tiba-tiba ada satu orang yg SMS : “Gk usah ngomongin natal dulu de. Sehari-hari aja ko kayanya udah buruk bgt. Suami jarang pulang, keuangan lagi memburuk,anak-anak juga ga jelas…(gw lupa isi persis SMSnya gimana,pokoknya, ibu yang satu ini bener-bener gk mengharapkan apa-apa buat natal dengan melihat kehidupan sehari-harinya dia yang menurut dia itu aja sudah sangat kacau)” gee…could it be that worst? Ternyata masih ada orang-orang yang jauh *mending nikmatin*,nerima natal aja ga bisa,dibanding gw,hmm…sangat menohok, hehe. Lagi-lagi ada suara kecil yang bilang “you should be thankful pon…”

Tahun ini christmas pertama gw di dunia kuliah *saah!*, and I’m very glad that I’m gonna have a long holiday for Christmas=)… gw seneng bgt rencana gw christmas’eve di solo gk jd, that’s means I’m gonna spend christmas’eve with my big fam at ciniru=)!*itu satu2nya moment yang paling gw tunggu tiap natal(^^,)*well…apapun yang bakal terjadi di Christmas tahun ini, God must have something differentlaa…it’s time to forget those childhood Christmas fantasy and have my ‘grown up’ Christmas!!hehe.MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!Peace on earth=)…

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well I'm all grown up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child but my heart still can dream

So here's my lifeful wish
My grown up Christmas List
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars will never start
And time will heal our hearts
Every man will have a friend
That right will always win
And love will never end
This is my grown up Christmas List

May kindness rules our lives
Not just the strong survive
Sweet tears for all the thousand years on mind
This is the world I pray
We will all share some way
Help me begin by reaching out my hand

Why does this illusion call the innocence of you?
Maybe when the time believe we can find the truth
No...